he was into fucking pop music, so now whenever i hear pop music i think of him. how the fuck am i supposed to avoid pop music? and all pop music just sounds the same anyway so just anywhere i go, on the radio in the car, on the commercials on TV i can’t get away for just a second to stop thinking about him. i can’t even go out dancing to forget him because i end up just getting drunk and listening to a 4/4 bass line and thinking about his laugh. so now I’m stuck listening to all this shitty indie music, which is fine, whatever, i like it, but they’re all whining. they’re all so whiny and depressing. i can’t listen to anything anymore and be happy without him.